Lust

Main Entry: [1]lust Pronunciation: 'l&st Function: noun Etymology: Middle English, from Old English; akin to Old High German lust pleasure and perhaps to Latin lascivus wanton Date: before 12th century 1 : obsolete : a : PLEASURE, DELIGHT b : personal inclination : WISH 2 : usually intense or unbridled sexual desire : LASCIVIOUSNESS 3 a : an intense longing : CRAVING b : ENTHUSIASM, EAGERNESS

Main Entry: [2]lust
Function: intransitive verb
Date: 12th century
: to have an intense desire or need : CRAVE; specifically : to have a sexual urge

Lust is a funny thing. It can make you feel both wonderful and filthy at the same time. Lust can make you crazy. Lust can make you shy and bashful when you've never been that way before. Lust can make you do things you would never dream yourself capable of doing. Lusting after someone can give them the power to get you to do things you swore you would never do. Lust is a drug and it's possible I may now be, or have been in the past, addicted.

It isn't that hard to figure out what physically makes me hot. I like my men tall. That isn't to say that I've never been turned on by a short man but I prefer tall. Tall for me is usually 6' or above. Usually, I like dark hair and dark eyes. Many men have said though I am a hard read mentally. It's easy. If a man can make me laugh he has part of the piece to the puzzle. If he can make think, he has the key he needs to seduce me. Humor and intellect combined has the oddest effect on me. A man needs to be able to turn my mind on before he can get anywhere close to turning my body on.

So I know you all think I am this filthy southern girl and that is true in some aspects. In other aspects I'm just a shy, little girl waiting to be seduced. It's crazy really. Like there are two Lola's. The profane, say anything Lola and the one who wants to be a good sweet girl that everybody loves and respects. I do have morals though. Higher than what you might initially think. Some things are strictly off limits. I'm not just talking about certain sex acts either.

Lust has made me act like an insane person. More insane than usual. There was a man I know of who has gotten me to do things I would never dream of doing simply because of lust. This man turned on my mind and made me laugh. His seduction was a piece of art. I'm not even sure he set out to purposely seduce me. He just asked the right questions in the right manner. He spoke to my inner slut but he also spoke to the intellectual part of me. He pushed all the right buttons. He knew how to get me to give up almost total control. He asked me to do things to myself and tell him about it. I told him dirty little secrets and let him listen in while I got myself off. He once asked me why. Why him? I can't even begin to answer that question. Even now, I'm confused as to why I did the things I did. He made me want to have dirty, filthy, sweaty sex at a time when I wasn't all that interested in sex. He spoke to my body and my mind. I never once fucked him but God, I wish I had.

Comments

[James]

Lust and Love are almost exactly the same thing. when in love(which i think i've only felt once) i found myself becoming the kind of person i wanted to be. I completely changed and was just a really good and complete person, but she was married so i couldn't do anything with her and i never told her how i felt and she left and i'll never see her again *boo fuckin hoo*. Lust however will make you do crazy things, and later you regret it. or try to understand it but not the love stuff, i actually kinda hope for those feelings to come back. but as for lust, yeah, fuck that shit.

[Hani]

God. What a lapse of judgement. I feel as though he wants to know how far i'll go and neither of us will approach the other. . . My only question is how long can you go without dying of want?